my sadness here pain comes again alone in this world no one a friend my descent in to hell this thing called my life filled with agony hatred and strife once my life was a blossom fresh lovely the scent sweet now wilted faded and ugly rotting stench overpowering where did the beauty go? I'm caged in this sad and pathetic city can't find my way out.... my dreams let me wander.... yet always I wake.. in this hell alone longing for more than I can ever find here still afraid of leaving all this behind What would happen ?