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BLZRD
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Death and the realizations

August 15, 2008

Family deaths

Late yesterday afternoon, my pop lost his battle with cancer. Was absolutely horrible to watch someone close to you fade away to nothing while this disease ate away at him. 9 days ago we were told it would only be 72 hours before he would pass away, and it took 9 days, towards the end he couldnt talk, move, eat or drink. Before he lost the ability to speak, he told my nan that he didnt want to leave her alone, was absolutely heart breaking :(

Cancer is a horrible nasty disease, and my condolences go out to anyone that has someone close to them that has died or is dying from cancer. Its not pretty, and its a horrible experiance to deal with.

When things like this happen, it really does wake you up and it has made me stop and look around at my life, and the friends around me. Ive realised how petty and self absorbed alot of them are, but it has also shown me who my true mates are and who i can count on.

Stay strong ;) Sam

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    Posted 4 years ago by tinkerbell

    im so sorry for your loss.... its awful to watch someone suffer like that.... where i work i see people suffer with cancer all the time and it absolutly breaks my heart so i can only imagine how you felt hearing him say those words to his wife... 8( i agree with you though..it definitly makes you think and analyze your own life... stay strong girl

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    Posted 4 years ago by Burtmorris

    Sorry for your loss.. My wifes friend has lost his wife and son to cancer and he amazes me he always has the most positive outlook on things.. I wish I could be like he is ... but I know he hurts over it .. guess he just realizes there is nothing more he can do..

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    Posted 4 years ago by slaizt

    I'm so sorry for your lose...

    those were some beautiful last words he picked there... got me all misty (truth! I'm not messing around!)

    Things like that really opens one's eyes doesn't it. May he rest in peace. give your nan a huge hug from the entire OT9 community.

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    Posted 4 years ago by somethingmore

    hugs

    dude i know exactly what you are going through.

    im so sorry.

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    Posted 4 years ago by Noizemetal

    Aww. Fuck... again I'm really sorry..

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    Posted 4 years ago by Twitch515

    I'm so sorry for you...