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DarkNDepressed
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Jeddah, Middle East, SA
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I'm back…

March 30, 2011

Please help me…

Well, I know I said I'd be leaving this website, but I'm at a really fucked up time in my life & I have no one else to turn to other than you guys. I'm feeling really fucked up right now. I'm depressed, I'm angry, I'm having problems with my dad, I'm really lonely, & so much more stuff I can't explain. I don't know what to do, & I can't go back to cutting myself. Please help me. I seriously have no one else to turn to.

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  • Photo of DarkNDepressed DarkNDepressed
    Draftees
    DarkNDepressed
    Male, 29
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    Posted 1 year ago by DarkNDepressed

    I hope so, too. I'm a bit better now. I'm actually able to eat again, so depression isn't a very big issue anymore. I just feel a bit frustrated. I met a girl today & I kinda have a crush on her, but I need to get to know her better before I do anything. I hope all goes well. Thanks for your support. It means a lot to me.

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    snapdragon
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    Posted 1 year ago by snapdragon

    Hey, i'm sure things can only get better, they couldn't get any worse. I'm sure your dad doesn't really hate you, deep down parents would do anything, die even, to protect one of their children. Guess he's in a bad way himself and unfortunately, your the one that is copping it. I'm sorry your friend is so far away, I hope you find someone closer that you can rely on....and i'm sure your grades will get better, the more you work at them.... I'm in a wierd place myself that I can't describe, and I appreciate talking to someone like you who is going thru the same sorta thing. I really hope the next time I hear from you things are better, take care, stay (sic) x

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    Posted 1 year ago by R0X5T4R_RU732

    Hey, imma here! What up?

  • Photo of DarkNDepressed DarkNDepressed
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    DarkNDepressed
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    Jeddah, SA
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    Posted 1 year ago by DarkNDepressed

    @snapdragon. Thank you so much. I can't tell you what it means to me to know that I'm truly not alone. I just have so much shit on my mind right now. My dad hates me for no apparent reason, my best friend is half-way across the globe & I haven't seen him in over a year, I'm struggling with my grades (my school is fucked up. I'm in 9th grade & I'm taking college criteria), I'm also feeling other emotions that I truly can't describe… I don't really know what to call it. I'm just at a really hard stage in my life & I'm hoping it goes uphill from here.

    Thanks for listening.

    -Yazid

  • Photo of snapdragon snapdragon
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    Posted 1 year ago by snapdragon

    Hey, you know what, your not alone. Sucks to feel alone, and I know what that feels like. Just know that people like me are thinking of you, i'll always be here as a fellow maggot if you ever want to talk. I'm sorry things aren't working out with your dad, I hope you guys can work things out, because family is the most important thing we have in this world. Take care, stay (sic) xx

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    Posted 1 year ago by KaosDestruction

    hey......maggots will always be here for other maggots!!!!!!! We are family and family is forever!!!!! i also have a fucked up father so maybe i can relate to what you are going through!!!! are you ok??