Chapter 1
Intro
Girls; Loving, caring, supportive. Many of us have different personalities, but share the same thoughts. Guys will never know the true depths of a girls mind, or her heart. Guy always say "I wish I knew what she was thinking (and/or feeling)", the truth; you will never know. So I will explain to you what really goes on behind the scenes. All girls have minds I like to call Super Computers; 5 of them, they never shut off, or restart. Now every once and so often we'll have technical difficulties. But manage to get back on track, a grown woman can think 3 or more thought at the same time WHILE talking about something she's not even thinking about. Her heart, the softest part of her. Softer than her skin, touch, lips and her eyes. We are made to fall in love, we are the second half to a man. So when a boy thinks she's all for him and he doesn't take her seriously. That he can just play games with her, not every guy is like that, but majority of them are. I was wish this guy Dj (David), he was a sweet guy before I dated him, then when I fell for him and devoted myself to him, he walked all over me. Started hitting me and treating me with disrespeact, all i can remember thinking when he would hit me is, "he does it cause he loves me". That's why I stayed, because he 'loved' me. I was blinded. When people say you're blinded by love, what they mean is: Love is the thinsest sheer, and all you see are the big things. You can't see the little things. So, while a girl watches you left hand, you are screwing around with the right hand. Love hurts, and if only you guys would understand, even though we fall hard and are easy to control, doesn't mean you have to use and hurt us. Even though somegirls want the bay boy type, she's always going to want better, even if she doesn't realize it. Respect is a big issue, and when a girl doesn't get it, when she relizes that she deserves better. She's going to leave, then when she's gone you guys want to cry and say you want her back. Then she comes back thinking you changed; everything goes back to the way they were. You can't cry everytime she leaves, if you love her you treat her right. She needs a MAN, not some silly little boy, who wants everything handed to him. My Advice is to grow up and be responsible.
