i just feel...lifeless, numb, disoriented, beaten n bloodied....my stomach is up in my throat...my heart feels shattered once more....my scars are more clear now more than ever...old ones become more vivid, as the newer ones just shine bight stained of black. For finally having what I've wanted, am I in the wrong to say that she was wrong in her choice... Between two, she chose one that could give her the bare minimal and left the one who could give her Everything.... I do my best to do with what I can...n she claims ix outta of lxve....I feel like shit..
for anyone who actually reads this..thnx for listening..n i'll have more writings on the way
