my wolf
What the fuck is up with all of this controversy that always seems to be circling me;
No matter what I do to try and persevere through it all I’m always thrown aside against the wall;
Because my head is filled with so many thoughts of all the battles I’ve won and lost;
And now I fear I’ve lost my most precious treasure…that jade eyed girl who fate has chose to sever;
My heart stops pulsing, feelings adrift in a dream falling;
Sweet dream becoming a nightmare may I ponder the thought of people caring;
Can’t anyone understand any of this god damn turmoil, the feelings within that persist to boil;
For one or the other…I may be with one but, I can’t help to fear for the girl, I fear I’ll loose forever;
As I closed my eyes, I felt it all slipping away;
You continued to stare but you’ll never see, there is something inside me;
There is something in you I loved, I now despise kittie;
That beautiful world we shared, that place in our minds I longed for once more;
The face of the earth is scarred with torment and pain.
The age of agony is a living virus.
This is our world now set ablaze before our feet.
All our “secrets” are coming out.
All freedom for a caged heart is lost.
All hope of your warmth ever returning is…..gone?