Not for friends or loved ones
this life i live seems like a lie to most.
how can someone be a polar opposite?
how can someone live and laugh in the dark surrounded by death?
No drugs involved not even crystal meth.
I pour out my heart just to be rejected,
i hold back the hurt just to be infected-
by the hatred and malice of this place.
all i want is to be free from everyone.
done caring.
i dont want to consider-
i want to obliter-
ate everything in sight,
a gluttonous heart.
i always wanted to die right from the start.
why do i hold on to hope,
when all hope is gone?
the wind whisperes "hostiles!"
and my evil breeds songs.
advance on what you're good at and forget that which you suck;
ie: advance on the destroyer and forget love.
love is the lie, love is for the blind.
i can see that clearly. leave me to my own,
let me go you corpse!
all i ever wanted was loyalty, but its extinct for me.
when you throw me away and you find yourself lost and alone,
just remember i will be no where in sight.
heaven is for you, the abyss for me,
i love living in the shadows, always hiding.
A life of wondering is ahead of me,
clinging for you.
Independance of another is my strong point,
while you still live with your mother-
still attached to the nest,
infest-
you fucking parasite!
get a fucking life!
Im done
