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who is doing this to me?!?

who is doing this to me?!?

gunnar17.slipknot1.com

why?!?!?

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Gunnar17
Male, 17
coon rapids , MN, US
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"never let the weak forget the glory in pain"
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01/24/10

Gunnar17's Blog

taking back my soul

December 7, 2009

i thought i loved you i was wrong you are not who i thought you were

my soul is in pain

my soul is weeping

because of you

    i thought i loved you

    i was wrong

    you are not who i thought you were

my soul is in agony

it is as if it has split in two

creating two of me that battle for control

one wants your love the other does not

my mind does not know what it wants

it wants love but not from you

you can be wicked with your words

without even knowing it because you do not see

you do not see what is right in front of you

do your eyes not see your soul not feel

you have become my enemy

i see you and feel no emotion of love no emotion of hate

    you have become just another face in the immense never ending sea of faceless people

4 Comments (Showing 1-4 of 4)

  • Photo of RebelDrummerGirl RebelDrummerGirl
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    RebelDrummerGirl
    Female, 40
    Baltimore, MD
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    GOT ANARCHY!?!
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    Posted 3 months ago by RebelDrummerGirl

    Holy shit! And I thought the last one was awesome! I have thought, felt what you wrote so many times. Your heartache actually hurts me. Sorry you're going thru such bullshit; just know it will get better. Stay [SIC]!

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    Jordan93
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    Roses are red; violets are blue. Fuck you, and I hate you, too.
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    Posted 3 months ago by Jordan93

    Holy fuck. That almost brought tears to my eyes. I feel your pain, and I hate to see someone as cool as you go through this. Stay (sic).

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    MurderdollMaggot13
    Female, 19
    Chicago, IL
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    SlipKnoT saved my life!! Joey Jordison...ur my world!!
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    Posted 3 months ago by MurderdollMaggot13

    OMG! tht made me cry! me and my maggot got in a fight 2 day and it ripped my heart away! tht poem, r watevr u wrote it 2 be iz perfect! thnk u! ~stay(sic)~

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    tigress3396
    Female, 33
    Webster, TX
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    Mad as hell and happy about it
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    Posted 3 months ago by tigress3396

    Love it!!