I worte this bout a month ago. Enjoy, my maggot friends.
Your beautiful pain slowly stains my brain until i go insane.
I can't wish away this beautiful pain
Cuz i don't want to wish You away.
But, that's okay cuz all i wanna say
Is a mistake waiting to play
And utterly ruin Your day.
Should i tell you to go away
Or that You mean everything- a feeling i can't completely convey.
You're killing me slowly, and i don't want You to stop
For You have stolen my broken heart.
Your beautiful pain is controlling my brain
And Your face slowly stains
All of the different parts to call Your own.
Your voice resognates and echoes throughtout my head
I wander aimlessly, wishing i were dead.
I sing all of the beauty we can become
And scream all of the pain it will summon.
I wanna stay with You until You make me leave
So i can show You how to beLIEve in me
And that i don't purposefully seethe.
Should i tell You to stay away?
And protect You from the pain-staking things i might say?
You're killing me slowly, and i'm begging for You to stop
Cuz You've stolen my torn-up heart.
I refuse to wear my heart on my sleeve
Cuz i never want You to leave.
Regretting that You've trusted me as a friend
I promise to be with You until You want it to end.
Your beautiful pain slowly infiltrates my brain
Until i go normal.
I don't want to wish this beautiful pain away
Cuz i don't want to wish You away.
