The long wait is almost over...but temptations are strong
I havent been a maggot half as long as a lot of the people in OT9. but im going insane with anticipation for AHIG, so i can only imagine how you all must feel. I feel tainted however, for i stumbled on to a leaked copy of all hope is gone about a day or so before the download. i knew id hate myself, but my will power was weak. now all these people keep sayin those who checked out the leaked copy betrayed maggots and slipknot alike. i dont feel i betrayed any maggots, i never linked the song or shared it, but i do feel like i betrayed the knot. i wanted my first hearing to come from them, but that wasnt the case. in any case, ive avoided things saying leaked content now. but me hearing it, i dont think that takes away my status of maggot, even in this period of darkness. I was born into being a maggot, i think we all were. i understan that people are being banned over this leak, i only hope that i avoid that. i just joined, and ive wanted to be apart of this group since the start.
