so bored. have to pee....
well, after a good amount of time spent in the bathroom, im here. just sitting in my bed, laptop between my legs, listening to..in my arms by snow patrol...not the best song to listen to right now..changed it to snuff by slayer. awesomeness. lol.
talking about random shit gives me the weird feelings, cuz i know people dont actually read most of my stuff, but i always read the blogs with no comments on them yet, so pople dont feel like i do when i come onto here and see that my blogs are uncommented on. -.- kind of fucked up, but whatever.
kind of pissed. have to go back to the joshua center, a group therapy place i had gone to a few months ago because i tried to OD on painkillers, nasal pills, and midols. that was not a very good november for me. went to the hospital for six days, had to drink neuckamist every four fuckin hours, had to have IV's every five hours, ugh. never again. well, asides from the week of cutting up my arm and the incident when andrew stopped being my friend after he found out i ripped a boys' ear off when i was nine and i tied a belt around my neck and tightened and tightened until my face turned purple. i stayed like that for about an hour, then my female parental got home and i had to take it off before she saw it. other than that, i am as normal as anyone else you find in the normal highschool hallway.
