I am actually talking to him again....
Idk why, but im actually talking to Jeremy again. Its like we were still going out er something like that. We're not, thank God, but it felt....oddly comforting...My friends hate him so much, they want to kill him. They are getting angry with me because im talking to him again, and I told the group at the center I go to that i was talkin to Jer again, and Gage stood right up from his chair and said,"If you get back together with that stupid mother fucker, I will kill you myself. I know where you live!" I jus laughed about it, but I was kinda freaked out. Gage does know where I live, but I know he would never hurt me. I have been talkin to Gage for about a week texting now, and he and I have admitted that we like eachother. Like, like "lover" like, not "friend" like. It made me feel special. It made me feel safe to know that he' there waiting for me to reply to a text er something ill-competent like that. I love Gage, but it was as a brother when I first met him, now it is a lover like. I feel alone when i think about Jeremy, safe when I think about Gage. That is a pretty drastic difference, is it not?
