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i've lost faith.....

i've lost faith.....

.....In The Knot.....

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ShadowAce
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I'm sorry, but I'm on this site now for the good friends I've met......Nothing more...
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fuck it all.......

March 2, 2010

In a wolrd of so fucking many, how is it possible for a single person to feel as if every other human is dead?

The lead explained it all. I feel as if this world has a population of 11. Me, and the other 10 people are 5 couples. Like, I feel drastically alone and I just give up. I give this world all that I can, and in return I get a mixture of piss and spit and shit in a cup and splashed on my face. I just don't understand, and I don't care anymore.... I know I'm not the most charming or the most coolest person or the craziest dude with the biggest ego, but am I really that awful? This world can really do without me? Obviuously... My death will be no great deal. Nobody will be affected or harmed or hurt. As a matter of fact, I think my death will be a favor for this world......

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  • Photo of MaGGoTGirl1 MaGGoTGirl1
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    MaGGoTGirl1
    Female, 16
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    Hey whats up maggots!
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    Posted 2 years ago by MaGGoTGirl1

    Dude life is shity, All of us on here understand how u feel, but u must always remember that u r not alone. As u can see there are tons of people that care about u, and people that will always have ur back. We're maggots, we're family and we have to stick together. I totally agree with everone, suicide is not the way. U dont think ur death will effect me? Ur a really amazing dude, and i dont know what i would do if i lost u dude. When we are on myspace talking, i know i can tell u things cause i know u will listen and understand, ur fuckin amazing! people that dont take the time to get to know u better r really missing out. Anyways, keep ur head up and stay SIC!! >:D

  • Photo of ANN_719 ANN_719
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    ANN_719
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    3 words ...."PPL = SHIT"
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    Posted 2 years ago by ANN_719

    I know how you feel i would cut myself get a rush to know that my life is almost over but when i looked down to watch the blood drip, i thought of my grandma. She would want me here, to be a pain in the ass, and to help those who really matter to me.

  • Photo of Mege Mege
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    Mege
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    Scream for me Maqqots.! I wann meet some Maqqots!!
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    Posted 2 years ago by Mege

    Fuck man. i understand you. my lifes so shit, too. sometimes i just wanna die. but shit thats no the way, pleas give the hope never up and stay (sic).

  • Photo of theworthlessdoll theworthlessdoll
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    theworthlessdoll
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    the worthless doll bloody as hell
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    Posted 2 years ago by theworthlessdoll

    If u didn't care then you wouldn't be helping me your the only one who listen to everything on my mind and try your best to help.... as i said before i respect you for this with everything... to the point of trust and i think your re one of the greatist people this world has to offer.... i feel more close to then everyone but... u know who...... don't be mad because this world dosny like u be happy because you know there miss out on one hell of a great guy

  • Photo of Mistressofbloodandwine Mistressofbloodandwine
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    Mistressofbloodandwine
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    Mick is a God!
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    Posted 2 years ago by Mistressofbloodandwine

    Hey Shadow, stop the stupid talk. I remember being 16, it sucked. My mom died 3 days after my 16th b-day. I thought about killing myself, but I"M so glad that I got my head on straight, because 2 years later the best thing that ever happened to me did, I gave birth to a beautilful baby boy, who will turn 23 this summer 1 1/2 months after his wedding. When I was 16, I wasn't the coolest or the prettist girl, but I had friends that cared & loved me & would have followed me to hell & kicked my ass for doing something as stupid as suicide. Your friend always~~Mistressofbloodandwine

  • Photo of MaggotKid93 MaggotKid93
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    MaggotKid93
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    They cannot kill us. But they are welcome to try.
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    Posted 2 years ago by MaggotKid93

    Dude that is so real...the world is sh!t, and I know how you feel. But...do you really think your death won't effect the world? Like Mege said, suicide is not the way. I know the world may seem totally against you, but someone cares. Stay (sic), brother...

  • Photo of Mege Mege
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    Mege
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    Scream for me Maqqots.! I wann meet some Maqqots!!
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    Posted 2 years ago by Mege

    man you say it. everything`s fucking shit, life is so shit. BUT slipknot show you the way to stay on the world. suicide is no kind of way. your famaly love you, and fuck some times you find a person who love you.

  • Photo of MFM_Man MFM_Man
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    MFM_Man
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    §tanding øut is a new pretension, §treamline the [sic]ness . . .
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    Posted 2 years ago by MFM_Man

    lighten up man, we all have problems. Contemplation of suicide can feel necessary but im tellin' you man, you are God. I am god. Everyone is there own God. thoughts create reality... thats why i listen to slipknot