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Fucked Over!!!

January 22, 2010

Dont you just hate it when you give someone everything and they just throw it away???

My life burning like a midnight candle on a warm summers night. Liven in saddness..... Not knowing what comes for tomorro..... Tears of pain let me know im alive..... Feeling the pain rip from the inside.... Death pounding.... Heartbreaking.... Fear of death in my eyes..... See me cry a single tear..... Pulling the tab off another empty beer... All i can do is remember that i raised my hand.... And bowed before a holy man... Curling my hands... Into a Fist.... Held me back when i wanted to cut my wrist..... Ill never to reach His face again or have his hands wrapped around my waste again.... Life is hell.... Dont trust anyone who says they love you.... Till they can get up off there lazy ass's.... And prove it to you that they really do.... Dont trust a liar..... They just break your heart in the end..... Just keep feelings inside you.... Dont share till you know there really there for you.... I need to be cheered up.... if you think you can plz do.....

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  • Photo of Diluted_Remembrance6 Diluted_Remembrance6
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    Ix torches the core can't take ix anymore; cuz of you all that bullet will be buried deep in my skull!!!
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    Posted 1 month ago (changed 1 month ago) by Diluted_Remembrance6

    ....I wish I cud say somethin ta make you feel better, but I can't. words from me have been drained like lead from a pencil...(not trying ta change this around n turn this into sum sob story, but I use to BE...that on that end of the spectrum) I used ta be a horrible bf..till I finally understood EVERYTHING i was doing wrong... I've improved myself (not saying said person wud but..)...just try n look deep into their eyes...u'd be surprised wat u can see that trust or not....

  • Photo of TonySatriani666 TonySatriani666
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    Meet me in the outspace..! Youre stellaR..!
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    Posted 1 month ago by TonySatriani666

    F*ck...! Hey So sorry for your situation... you need to be Strong...! Sorry.... I have to goOoO... i hope we can talk soon..!

    Be STRONG ..!

  • Photo of RebelDrummerGirl RebelDrummerGirl
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    GOT ANARCHY!?!
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    Posted 2 months ago by RebelDrummerGirl

    Sorry for your pain. Know exactly what you're going thru. It's not so pretty when they use you up and push you to the side. Selfish. It wasn't you. It was them. Over time, the pain will be less and what happened will be a distant memory. You may forget; one day. There is one thing that I am sure of: if it's meant to be, it will be. Otherwise, there are other plans in store for you. May not seem so now, but there are. Take care and stay strong! Deb

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    Will someone give Obama a blowjob so we can impeach him?!
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    Posted 2 months ago by Jordan93

    I know how you feel. I gave somebody( let's just call him J.E.F.F) all my love, and I got nothing. I found out that J.E.F.F had a love even though J.E.F.F told me "he would die for me." It's hard just being friends, but what I learned is to not get close to somebody. When you know enough about someone, it's your choice to trust them, to love them, or to hate them. Just keep on going, no matter how bad the situation may be, cuz deep down, you know they're not worth you're time. I hope I gave you at least some insight. Stay (sic) and strong.

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    Depression...it´s gone...
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    Posted 2 months ago by Inf3rno

    When life is just shit, you have to keep moving, keep doing things you usually do...if you stop to think , you´ll crash...or that´s what I think...I might be cynic, but I sure as hell know what I´m talking about.