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Late night graveyard walks drown out the voices in my head. I love the dead.

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thirteen_of_nine
Male, 51
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Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves... Inside my shell I wait and bleed... And it waits for me.
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GOODBYE MY FREIND.

February 14, 2010

While I will not forget the freind I have lost, I must move forward with my life. I do this for the people I care about, and for myself.

50 days ago a Maggot was taken from this world, he was my best freind and he called me Dad.

While no one on this site met him, he became a part of many Maggots lives. He was, and always will be a good man.

I have felt a great outpouring of support and yes Love from all the Maggots who knew him, and some who never did.

Damian has not moved on and may never move on, his spirit has been felt, heard, and even seen by myself and others.

A week ago he helped me to complete a drawing which will become his memorial Tattoo. It's a tribal Dragon with the Slipknot S as it's body. There is a picture of it in my artwork.

As you may have noticed I have removed the memorial messages from my site, I had to do this in order to heal enough to start living my life again.

Damians site is still there for now, but after the last message I left for him there I will not be going there anymore. Several of his freinds have asked me to keep it on here, so I wont remove it. While I do have a access to his site I will no longer monitor or update it.

I will tell you this though he has read every message that was ever left for him on his site, and will continue to do so.

Goodbye my freind I'll see you at the end of the path. Gary

5 Comments (Showing 1-5 of 5)

  • Photo of RebelDrummerGirl RebelDrummerGirl
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    RebelDrummerGirl
    Female, 42
    Baltimore, MD
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    OUT DESTROYING EVIDENCE! Be back soon!
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    Posted 2 years ago by RebelDrummerGirl

    Hey Gary, Damian will always be with you, just in a different way. One thing will never change, he called you "Dad" and you called him "Son" and the friendship you shared was irreplaceable. I know how hard it is when we lose someone we love and isvery dear to us. I hope you find comfort in knowing that Damian lives on in each and every one of his family and friends from this site. I wish you peace and healing, my dear Brother. Love, Sister Deb

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    Maniak
    Female, 36
    Torredembarra, ES
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    Paul... Sedibus ut saltem placidis in morte quiescam !
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    Posted 2 years ago by Maniak

    Hello! Do not worry, Damian will always be with you. Like your would you do in his place. Surely, she are caring for you, to their own way. (I call; "goblins" others "angels" or simply "soul" or "spirit".) Good luck to you... Greetings!

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    APEGO
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    Fuck people, I hate people.
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    Posted 2 years ago by APEGO

    Love you daddy, I understand why you need to do this.

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    Posted 2 years ago by starapple

    GARY, it´s very difficult to forget some people, I think Damian is watching us on the sky near the sun, really it´s a pity!

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    wendy
    Female, 37
    bognor regis, GB
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    Posted 2 years ago by wendy

    Honey, I know that this has been a difficult decision for you to make, but it's the right thing to do. You've been a tower of strength to everyone who has needed support dealing with Damian's death, but now it's your turn to take some time and grieve. It's time for you to start living your life again ... you have some very exciting times ahead of you ... and Damian would want you to make the most of them. I love you, I'm here for you and I'm very proud of you for doing this. YERW xxx