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captainwinky
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i will overcome you, even if it means walking over your dead corpse while whistling No Kind of Life
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06/06/09

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  • i opened the portal

    March 2, 2009 0 Comments

    that let hell spill over into this life...

  • Blood, Bloody red Blood

    February 25, 2009 0 Comments

    sickness. filth and sickness. turning about in this muck and mud of shit that resembles your face. i wear my mask to lead you esque, and thus i am relieved of your sickness. ive grown tired with the rants of an over worked and under fucked society. theres no spirituality left. and what little you can find tends to reside in those that we love that flee this awful valley. stuck in this self destructive dance. this is the domino affect of my life in regression. my faith renewed only to find that i stand alone, only to those that i am tied electronically do i truly feel anymore. cast out like black shadows in the white room of life. wandering alone, to watch yet another century pass while the world scurries like rats into their holes of self indulgence. like pigs happy in their filth. martyr yourself for your own cause. you already have so why stop now? sickness. sickness and filth.

  • i lit the match

    February 18, 2009 1 Comment

    that lit the torch that blazed this place down beyond recognitition. valentines day was amazing, best ever seein as how im a whore and got to spend it with all nine of my lovers. the never mind each other as long as they're on a stage ;) show was amazingly good. kinda ironic how corey brought something up bout first timers at a sk show and how it was they're baptizism, we brought a good friend of mine and it was his first show. absolutely loved it of course. i was extremely surprised to see that they actually had joey's drum riser with them. last i heard anything bout it it was too big and too expensive to move. glad my friend got to witness it in person. only downfall i didnt like was the fact that they didnt have any pyros. now dont get me wrong, i was absolutely fascinated with those blinking led's, but i was hoping for my friend to see a lil of the fire action. indoor show tho....so what can i say. and why should i explain? show saved my fucking life. like always. only fucking thing in the world that cannot cut you like a knife is pure music. and only pure music is kept to yourself, you dont tie it to stupid relationship problems or anything for that matter. its real, it breathes, molds and moves on its own. you cannot control its affect, you have to let it carry you. isnt that what its for anyways? relief? they've never let my down in all six times i have seen them, even when i saw them without Jim. Who by the way is still my favorite to watch, hes so lively on stage. and chris and clown came out onto the floor and hung out for a min in the lil sound control booth, and then they moved up through the crowd in the seats. i was no where near being that close, but when we worship under the same roof, and are cristened with same pain, blood, sweat and strength we overcome even the weakness links and evilest of opponents. you can cut me now if you'd like. but i promise you all that will spill out will be slipknot in the shade of vermillion.

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    Pariah
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    06/19/09
    Posted 3 years ago by Pariah

    At least the surface isn't drifting further. I've fallen under, but I can still make out your wavy face.

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    Posted 3 years ago by Pariah

    I know you've been dealing with those problems, dear, I don't blame you at all! I'm just concerned for your well-being. I enjoy being around you, especially since we're on the same plane.

    It's invigorating, to say the least. But you're tied up right now. There's nothing I could do, or seemingly nothing I could do to cut the ropes and pull you from an impending watery grave.

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    Posted 3 years ago (changed 3 years ago) by Pariah

    Hand shake, ring sign, snake eye, bite min, I don't need your hate BURN BURN, I decide my fate.

    You've vanished again.