I look back on the path I have taken, and cannot help but ask myself.. How many of us turn our head to look back on the path we have taken? Why not look forward?
Or better yet.. Why not look around to see who is on the same path..?
Before I took my first glance at reality, I thought I was alone.. I thought there was not one person out there who knew my pain.. I hated myself, I hated my past, and present.. I didn't believe I had a future.
How many of you have asked yourself, "Why do I exist..?" How many of you have felt the need to drive that sweet tip of the knife into your beating heart? How many of you have felt truly alone..?
You know the unbearable feeling I know.. That pain in your chest.. Every breath you take feeds it, keeps it alive.. Every step you take gives it all the more power. No matter how many tears fall from your cheeks.. Nothing can break it.
Eventually you go numb. You simply don't care anymore, you accept the pain because feeling the pain is better then feeling nothing at all.
Sounds familiar, does it not?
Know this, my fellow maggots, we all feel differently. As different as Night and Day. But we can bring one another sheer bliss once we realize we are on the same path.. We meet at sunset.
As I end this.. I ask you not to look back..
Look around.
Stay (sic)